New Interest vs Anxiety of someones boredom.

Love or lust is a funny thing, but it also plays into a combination of anxiety, paranoia and feeling the need to not be forgotten!

Have you ever met someone new and the spark is just amazing? You feel like this could be your mr/mrs right? Have you ever started imagining a future with them but then talk yourself out of your high hopes because you believe 85% of people suck or are fck boys/girls ? Yes I have been there and its a feeling too common!

Now lets break something down real quick, there are so many kinds of loves and lovers out there right?! We have passionate lovers, shy lovers, sexual lovers, low key lovers, co dependent lovers, asexual lovers , aggressive lovers , lost lovers, hopeless romantics etc! So everyones stories are going to be different! Don’t have someone ever tell you how to love or that you are doing too much etc! Passionate love is something I feel so close with, everything I do in life is with passion, love and realness. So how do you half ass a date, hookup or someone your’e not sure your’e into? Its a question I can’t answer because thats the kind of lover I am where I can’t half ass an emotion! Everyone is different especially when it comes to how they love! Taking that into account, heres the next question.

Is living in a big city causing love paranoia? Is it making my love interest bored easily & ready to move on so quick? Why do I feel like I have to see them so much or right away ? Maybe its the fear of them finding another person more attractive? Maybe its a self worth issue, maybe I dont think I am important enough for them to remember …

Or maybe they aren’t the right ones, and only the right one will give you the time and day even if its only seeing each other at a slow pace first and not obsessively seeing each other in fear of BIG CITY BOREDOM. ;)

Loving someone is living and living is to love! Not being afraid to be vulnerable and becoming heart broken is such a strong thing to do! To all the brave souls that are willing to love and put themselves out there, cheers to you ❤ The right one out there should have such a ease vibe to themselves that you won’t feel the need to see them all the time out of subconscious paranoia that they will leave you for bigger and better.

Remember your worth and that true love is out there :) Live to love and love to live ❤

Love,

Antonio