Over Communication?

Have you ever felt that you care too much? Or that you over communicate with no reciprocation? Or am I too sensitive?

Over the years I have come to terms with my sensitivity , I always saw it as a weakness but discovered that it’s a strength. It’s such a beautiful thing to be in tune with how you feel and how the world effects you. One thing that gets me with my sensitivity is when liking someone. This relates to the other article I wrote about, how dating in a big city creates a subconscious paranoia if someone is going to like you because there are so many options!

Are people too busy for me? Do I care too much about people? Do I put myself out there too much , just to get hurt? Why cant I know my limit of when to stop texting that person?

I genuinely care about people! It’s very hard for me to even be mad at someone for a long period because I just have such a huge heart and I know how to use it. But there has to be a point in life where I also know when I am trying too much and protect it.

When I meet someone with new energy, I gravitate towards them. I get to know them, they show me signs of interest & I am locked in! It becomes this beautiful infatuation; we try to hang a few times but they are too busy etc. I keep reaching out week after week and I never get a first text or a hey whats up? So, why am I still messaging them?

Because like any hopeless sensitive romantic, I believe in chances and hope, even if it’s my fifth week texting them first and trying to make plans with no reciprocation. But now after writing this and past trauma, I am learning like any hopeless sensitive romantic, that if someone really wanted to see you, they would reach out at least a few times even if they are busy.

So no its not over communication, or being too nice! It’s about being a human, and wanting a good connection and giving it a few shots in hope that the other human wants to communicate and talk. Its also learning that yes, you want to give hope and you want to give every person a chance but not everyone deserves the beauty and love that you present ❤. Your heart is magical and truly, only the special people in this world should be able to experience that!

Love,

Antonio