Why I Only Had An OnlyFans for 3 weeks + Porn 101
Yes, you read that right, I finally caved in and made an OnlyFans for a hot minute. She has been recently deleted since then, but I wanted to write an article on how I dove into my curiosity and wanted to show the world my curves (granted it is all over my Instagram lol).
So for awhile, I was always curious on how the OnlyFans experience would be for me, I am a believer in trying everything once (except for extreme stuff like heroine, etc). So on one day in December (2021), I decided, “Hey, let me try it and see what happens”. So, I opened an account and I posted some fun, sexy, curvy photos. Now listen, I have very sexy/fun photos on my Instagram (@antonioiliranzo) so you will not find any scandalous photos that I haven’t already released. I started gaining traction and a following, it was fun, being all sexy and shit but then after 3 weeks, it just became redundant, taking staged photos sort of lost its appeal to me. This all has to do with porn culture for me. I talked about this with my friend Meghan on my podcast in a previous episode of “Nana Tingz” , we discussed how for some people sex is special and how using our imagination can make the masturbation experience even better. I know for me, my climax feels much better when I am reliving steamy experiences or using my imagination than when I am watching porn. We sort of use the persons body when watching porn for the time being and then when we cum and are over it, it’s as if that moment doesn’t exist anymore. Now, I am not dragging anyone, I have friends that are in the porn industry and to each their own! But for me as a Demisexual queer man, it just isn’t hitting the same as my imagination does! Now this relates with my OnlyFans experience.
When I am feeling sexy in my speedo, briefs or thong, I like to take photos for that moment. I have come a long way with my body acceptance and I like to appreciate myself when I am in that vibe. I learned quickly that when I am purposely posing for monetization, it loses that sparkle of me just being in the moment and enjoying myself. I like to post when it feels right or when I want, I realized I didn’t like having a demand/schedule of sexy pics needed to be taken. So after 3 weeks of having a OnlyFans, I closed mine. I do believe this ties into my view about porn, for me, I love intimacy and sensualness, this correlates with my Demisexuality and imagination. I love having a private and intimate safe space, & for me OnlyFans and porn blocks me from having a safe & creative space for my higher sexual goddess. But as stated before, to each their own, I just know that for my ship to set sail and get wet, I need to enter my imaginative world and not a virtual realm!
Love, Antonio
Related Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/porn-101-w-meghan-elizabeth/id1524578079?i=1000548498923
✍🏽 Page: https://www.amazon.com/Antonio-Liranzo/e/B08RCCBNF6%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_scns_share
